well I'm three days away from Australia, the funny thing is I just feel indifferent about it. I think it's just the fact that the electricity going out made that trip stressful for me thinking of all that I have to do. Whether I have enough money or anything like that, it's just crazy. I don't usually stress like this.

I had a fun get together before I go with Jamie, Danny, and Aeneva. We pretty much sat and talked in a restaurant all night we just relocated once :D.

There's a cool band with the weirdest name Frou Frou. They've got some pretty coo songs including "Let Go" in the Garden State soundtrack. They're a chick band and she has this breathy cracking sound to her voice I find it awesome.

list of things to get at Australia for people
Jar of Sand and Koala- Jamie
Boomerang and Didjerydoo-Danny
Kangaroo or Wallaby- Aeneva
Postcard- Sarah
something-Bumm
you don't have to get me anything- Chris
something unique- Jenny
something inexpensive- for everyone:P

hmm... What to write, what to write. So it's been a little over 6 days since my house lost electricity. It's absolutely crazy, we've been living with my sister. It's fun to see my young niece but I don't think my bro in law likes the intrusion and it's kinda strange sleeping in a teenage girls bed. But now that she's home I'm now living at Bethel with the electricity hopefully going to restore shortly. So... I'm patiently waiting on the electricity and sitting here right now in Jenny's room listening to Rise Against, yet another band for the ADD. I really miss home, a lot. I just lost my track of mind, thought or whatever. But anyway I'm even more confused now as I was before the electricity was out.

Chris called me last night and it's been so long, things have changed severely and I just feel like Chris is a memory though it will be fun to hang out today if she ever makes it. The sad thing is I don't think anything has changed for her. I just don't want to hurt her. It's a touchy thing human emotions especially girl's emotions. I don't want to make a mess that I can't clean up. I prolly should have never tried to start anything with her. Oh what a tangled web we weave.

I really need to do some more people profiles I've still got Jamie to do and I think Marshall I don't really member all I haven't done. But I will. Someday.