Will I ever know where I'm headed? Probly not. Will I have the confidence to ever do something different? Hopefully. Right now, I'm at a point where I just don't know what I want. My career is a mystery to me, I don't feel like I could ever keep a relationship alive. If I do and we get married will I be equipped in helping develop a human life without messing it up? Will I be happy in my commitments or will I flake out and want to find something new? Maybe I'm getting a little ahead of myself, but all I know is I DON'T KNOW.